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This letter became a pat of my LPET, but i was late when they tackled this one. So i looked for a copy and found one in a newspaper. They say that they found this letter in a bar within Malate.

To Marjie,

I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you. Why? What reason you can think about but you’re very fat body. I’m thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later I’m realize that he really can’t not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you’re habit of making pakialam all his walks and always calling to their house what time he go home or this or that and then he say he get ashame to met you iether in school or in his family and then asking you to exercise you’re very, very, very fat body but you hate it you thoughth you’re the most prettiest girls he know about what do you think you are ‘Beautiful Girl’ of Jose Mari Chan even you are beautiful face (to your think) you do not have the rigth to called me whatsoever or else
different name one time or the other for the real purposed to insults my personality because I’m never call you names before iether in front of Dennis or in the backs of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I’m don’t have any other choice but to called you other different name to like you are a PIG, FAT, OBESSED, OVERWIGHT AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you’re body that is to a BUDING. You can’t not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I’m am the more sexier than you when you look to us in the mirror. I’m repeat again that you are like Ike Lozada when she is a girl.

FROM: THE SEXIEST GIRL OF D.M.

Ps. You say that ‘‘m the bad breathe

But who is Dennis want to kissed.

Me or you? You or me?

And the final is me.

Looks familiar? hehe

It was last Thursday (May 24) morning that i felt the most terrifying feeling that i had in my entire life. 

I was half asleep when i heard someone shouting "Sunog!!!". Thought it was only a prank, i turned my head against my pillow to sleep, but suddenly my aunt started to woke me up and said, "Ronel, may sunog!", after hearing what she said, i stood up and ran towards our terrace, and i saw for the very first time in my life, this furious and huge fire engulfing the house of our neighbor as rush of terror engulfed me by the sight of it. i had my aunt, grandma, my sister and me in the house, my father went to work and my mother was already in the chapel. I ran inside the house and saw my lola caressing her chest, and my aunt and sister panicking, because the fire was only 2 houses away from our house.

Then everything went black, except for the light coming from the angry fire. Cries and yells filled the atmosphere of our little barangay. There was a rampant commotion outside, i saw people carrying their possessions and important belongings to a safe place.

I hurried. I ordered my sister to take my lola away from our house at the thought that she might collapse because my lola was so nervous then. My aunt and i packed all the things that came first into our minds. I packed my church things first (my choral gown, musical notes, clearbook) and then our clothes after. We brought our things to where my lola was (she was in a relative about 2 blocks away from our house). We kept coming back and forth, packing all the things that we saw.

"Tumawag kayo ng bumbero!", i shouted, with a weakness in my natural strong voice, because of terror. The feeling was horrible, because you never know what will happen.

1 house away from ours, i almost lost my presence of mind. My aunt, sister and lola were all in our relative house, i was the only one left. Luckily, i saw the garden hose that is usually there to water the plants. i opened the faucet and started to wet our house. My neighbor (the house next to the burning one) saw what i did and borrowed our hose.

Then, the heroes arrived, and everybody started clapping. They stationed the fire truck just beside our house and that gave me the security that our house will be safe.

It was around 6am that the fire stopped with the help of the residents and firemen of course. After which, i felt very weak, a natural body response after a sudden adrenaline rush. Imagine i packed our clothes, plenty of them, and brought them to our relative’s house. 

Here is a picture of the broke out that happened, the fire was just at the back of that house, one house away from ours.

I took this while wetting the house

The scene that i witnessed and the feeling that i had was really horrible.

After the incident, it was said that a candle that was left lit became the cause of the fire.

I roamed around the scene of the fire and tell you, i regret what i did, the aftershock of the incident was a much awful scene that you wouldn’t want to witness. Much louder cries and yell because the victims lost their houses and their possessions into ashes. Seeing the victims of the tragic accident was really drastic. Some our relatives lost their houses, including the ancestral house of my paternal grandma and the house of my uncle.

My mother went home from the chapel, and was shocked, seeing all the houses in the ‘eskinita’ were all burned down. We are still fortunate that our house stand still. Thank you Lord!

Here are some pictures of burnt houses i took the day after the incident.

This house was just one house away from ours. Nothing was saved, except for the clothes that the owner of this house was wearing.

Im hired! hehe. Look at how time flies. Last march, i marcheD! LaSt april i applied for a job and mAy, i already have a job! Whew!

I graduated my LPET training yesterday (may 19) in Etelecare Global Solutions. I passed the assessment with flying colors and know what? I really enjoyed the training. Me and my co-trainees are so bonded even if the training went for only two weeks. Im happy for those who paseed the assessment, especially for my classmate Gina who badly needs the job. My trainer named Enj, is my best English teacher so far, he’s intelligent and never ran out of ideas. However, the other trainee named Owie, who is smoking hot lady is a lot nicer than Enj hehe (sorry ‘the Enj’ wakekekekek!).

Here are some pictures of my training days.

Inside the training room while having break.

Obviously, outside the ICITE Bldg.

Our first hang-out together. This was ate risa’s birthday. I didn’t drink mind you hehe, i just ate their pulutan. hehe

Emotions overflowing. Past days, weeks and months became so strenuous for me. No time for blogging anymore. I gradually loss the enthusiasm to be happy and I don’t know why. Problems - part of our life, normal for everybody, but became so abnormal for me.

People around thought that I’m a problem free person, that’s what they think, but sorry, you guys are all wrong, but every time I reveal them I have a big prob, neither of them believe. Bakit?! Ewan.

I’m lost. I don’t know where I’m going now. In just a month, I’ll receive my diploma for college. I’m afraid. I don’t know where life will lead me.

OJT started at NET 25. Ok lang. Archiving, writing, archiving, writing, archiving, writing, interesting at first but became very tedious after wards. Bad shot, in just one camera shot. Unfair. We are not informed about it. I was not informed. Was hard to say at first that cameras are prohibited in the studio? Well that’s life. Challenges awaken my lethargic self.

Hollow. Abyss. Gap. I’m lacking something. I don’t know what is that stupid something that will bring me back to life. I’m lifeless. I don’t know what’s happening to me. I can’t figure it out. Maybe I’m just tired of my monotonous life. Where is that loss? Please help me find it.

Im so happy that i have thr opportunity to post an entry again!

I became VERY busy these past months - academics, glee club, church duties etc.

Know what? The previous semester was a very hectic for me. i’ve experienced the so-called ”ihi lang ang pahinga". i got home very late because of my classes and ojt. Then after going home, there’s this called tawag ng tungkulin so i need to go to the chapel to teach the choirs without having a rest at all kaya minsan nagkakamali ako ng tugtog (im one of the church organist). Not mentioning the projects, reports, Glee Club rehearsals and responsibilities. Whew! but im glad i surpassed it all and now im here again preparing mahself for a new battle.

I am hope that i will graduate this coming march, and that only means one thing, i’ll be facing a lot more responsibilities that concerns my family. hay walang katapusang responsibilities. I really wanted to have a break!! I really need it and i suppose i deserve it.

As i have always said, time flew by so past. Many things happened to me - good, bad, neutral.. and unfortunately didn’t got the chance to be posted here in my blog…So sad. hehe pero ok lang

My birthday passed, i turned 20 last oct. 3 and this was the loneliest birthday of my life, so far, kasi this was the first time that im not with my family. The reason behind was we (my groupmates) need to finish an advertising campaign so we went to Jedda’s house (this is the night before my birthday) for an overnight together with Glaiza, Badet, Whitney and of course Jeddah. and mind you wala akong pera that time. Pero i have no regrets na im with them. Natuwa nga ako kasi they made a surprise for me, di ko alm binili pala nila ako ng lechon manok and we ate it exactly at 12 mn.The day of my birthday, i went to my ojt with a heavy heart, during my training, mam fe texted me, galit na galit xa sa akin kasi i didn’t report to her last night regarding our panata for Kuya Michael’s recital. whew. talaga naman, i really wanted to break down that time. Pero naging masaya namn paguwi ko coz my father bought a red ribbon cake and my mother prepared a spaghetti which is my favorite pasta food. Overall masaya naman, i just took the negative happenings as a positive one kasi im now 20 years old and it only means that i will be facing larger responsibilities soon.

I’m also glad that Glee Club finished Bro. Michael Solitario’s recital. This experience became so meaningful to me because this was the first major activity that i took on ever since i became the president of GC. Lots of memories, lessons and things to treasure that happened during the preparation for the recital.

Yesterday, tami and i went to Speed Mag (this is where i took my 2nd ojt) to get our certificate of completion. im done with my stressfull ojt in that company. Salamat!!!

by the way my cellphone is undergoing repair, i don’t know when to get it hehe kaya i don’t have a way to communicate with mah friends.

I’m just staying in our house, of course to eat and to take a full rest which i really needed. I also visit the internet cafe near our house which up to this time don’t have a good network connection.

i really don’t know when to post an entry again…

After a long and winding journey, Im here again, ready to post some new happenings regarding my monotonous life. I was compelled to make this blog because of Dexter na gustong gustong nalalaman ang pangyayari sa buhay ko!

Anyways, this is really a busy semester for me. I started my on-the-job training at the Media Affairs Office of Quezon City Vice Mayor Herbert Bautista. But because the time there was limited (I am supposed to finish 200 hours of training jobs) I applied in Aero Media Internationals, publisher of Speed Magazine. I was accepted at Summit Media but they are asking for a whole day of training every Tuesdays and Fridays, 10 hours each! I refused of course! Daig ko pa ang nagtatrabaho!

So far, my OJT (H. Bautista’s office) is quite well. I am there together with Tami, Paula, Jeddah every MW 1-4pm. My trainors are kind and the head of the office is a member of the Church. I am glad that they gave me a thumbs up on the letter I made to be sent to the Executive Minister of INC regarding the Anniversary of the Church. Whew, mababasa ni Sir yung sulat ko under the name of Herbert Bautista!

(Change mood)

These past few weeks, I experienced a grave problem regarding the membership inside of the group i am leading. The impact of what’s happened shattered me into pieces and I wept for it. I felt sorry that I didn’t tell it to the authority as early as the problem emerged. Now, I’ve learned my lesson.

Because of this crisis, many things have changed. It is very hard for everybody to dispose all of your care to a friend. Times in where you share problems, times of laughers, and cheers. But in a split of a second everything was gone. Everything. It still hurts me so.

Murderer, is what this person called me because of the recent turn of events. As for you Vigilant Eye, be sure to be very vigilant, I might be behind your back to kill you…silently. If you have the courage, tell it to me face to face. Don’t put your anger in a defenseless website. Show yourself!

For those people that tried and still trying to put me down, well an obvious manner of envy and discontentment. But I want to say THANK YOU. YOU are making me a hell lot stronger

i really admire UPCC. how i wish i can be one of their member but i know that’s impossible. i think im going to build a choir na tatalo sa upcc, un na lang, and this idea is possible… astig!haha.. kasi before making this blog i watched some of their performances on You Tube and Whoa! Ang ganda!!! grabe.

i was pissed off the last time i made a supposedly Da Vinci Code Review, after typing the computer hung and everything was lost… ang hirap nun. the entry i made was of substance…and because of that old junk computer, the review of my lifetime was gone… hehe i made that on the spot so i didn’t want to do it again…

the start of the class is fast approaching. i mean, it was like yesterday that we sang Lupang hinirang in the graduation ceremony and now the S.Y. 2006-2007 is knocking, waiting for me to open the door.

Another challenges, old faces rekindles to new ones and old friends gather together. i miss Glee Club, my mother group.. mis ko na din c mam, after knowing her reactions to my leadership, i miss her more than ever.

"Quitting", "quit", "ayoko na kuya", "pinagququit na ko" are words that pissed me off this summer. those GC members who are planning to quit this school year. sigh… i really never like people who are losers, and automatically, if you quit you are loser, weak, no faith. when my fone beeps and see these words, expect me to have a bad temper all day… after all the hardships, concerts, day to day rehearsals, sampalan, sigawan, tapos mang–iiwan ka. Whew! Enuf of this. baka ma high blood lang ako.

In the contrary, im glad that one of my closest friend, jedda, will enroll in the school this sem, thanks to tita susan! that was the thing that im dreading this summer and now that’s over, now that jedda will be present this sem YAHOO!

i just want to apologize in advance if im not going to made an update for my blog very frquently kasi i suppose that this will be a very busy sem now that im a 4th year,graduating student(sana).

Last wednesday, my family and i decided to went to Waltermart Plaridel to watch The Da Vinci Code. Actually, i’ve already read the book for 2 times now(i started reading it again after watching the movie)and for me the book is no big deal. i am quite aware of some information in the book like Christ is a mortal man(as it is a belief in our religion) and some of the explanations written in the book, except the "Priory of Sion". Anyhow, i watched the show to feed my imagination, for me to picture out some events, places and architectural "abouts" in the book. The book and the movie became controversial, as we all know but somehow i have this reaction regarding some people’s reaction towards the material.

like what i have mention, i’ve read the book and somehow the infos are quite revealing and shocking, of course for those who can’t understand. issues like Jesus Christ is married to Mary Magdalene and how the Catholic church deceive their followers.

i belong to a different religion and somehow Dan Brown’s point of view coincided our beliefs. i just want o react on people on how they over reacted to Dan Brown’s novel… i mean look around, why can’t just they go up against on some parish priest who followed the vow of celibacy but have their child outside their vowed promise. why they just go up against some of the teaching of their church that also are contrary to the true teachings of God?! there are thing that the catholic church hides from their followers and of course for some devoted catholics, when the teachings of their church was quite "on the rocks" their natural reaction would be negative. i mean try to recount the history of the church, and how they spread christianity and yiu will be horrified on how the catholic chuch uses violence.

we really don’t know if Mary Magdalene is really the wife of Jesus, and we really don’t know if Jesus has a blood line. if you really want to know the truth seek for it.. we really don’t know what really lies behind these stories. humans seeking for truth should be open minded to all possibilities. After all, God gave us free will on what to believe or not.

i was sitting on our rocking chair last night, and i noticed my sister’s book lying on the sofa (she’s incoming 1st yr highschool). i grabbed one and began to read it and realized its a values book. while reading it, i began to ponder some lessons in the book. maganda yung book, you can learn many things from it. And as i read the book, parang bigla kong namiss yung high school days ko. my barkadas, teachers, crushes.

i remember one time when we bully our teacher in araling panlipunan, and we used to call her "gori" (of course behind her back) because she looks like a gorilla. haha. i was in my fourth year then.

we also had this teacher, her name is Ginang Renon, because she is our teacher in Filipino and mind you she’s the best teacher in Filipino i ever had. i admire her to the point that im impersonating her with her tagline "noh" and a very big and warm voice easily described as "Jaya-voice". i remember our first encounter with her where she seems so strict.. pero as time goes by, naging mabait xa sa amin at naging ka close ko pa.

hindi ko rin malilimutan si mam charis.. she’s very lovely.. we used to call her goldilocks kasi with her long and beautiful curly hAIR, mestisa pa. she is our english teacher since our first year and became our adviser in our senoir year. naalala ko nung nagalit xa sa amin, 2nd year kami nun, ako pa yung naging dahilan nung pagsabog nang galit nya but im not the topic of her temper. kasi we had a quiz in her subject and the quiz recommended a book, eh i forgot to bring my book then she said "no book, no quiz!" but i still insist on getting a quiz until she called my name to record my scores and unfortunately she asked me if i had a book and i answered "i forgot it mam". tapos yun sumabog na xa. Boom! nagalit na xa sa amin. she started to point out thing the we, (pilot section) is becoming mayabang… pero mahaba ng istorya, basta ang mahalaga the section and mam charise became closer after that incident.

mis ko na din mga barkada ko nung hi-skul. sigh.. after class we usually went to our classmate’s house and we watch movies and nagvivideo-oke kami. tapos kwentuhan ng mga crushes… un.. wala lang mis ko lang. very seldom na nga kaning nagkakaroon ng bonding. dati pupunta pa kaming megamall ng mga yan tapos pasyal-pasyal..ngayon parang tumatamlay na.. they planned to sleep over in one of my friends house nga last week pero hindi natuloy kasi many disagreed. naging kill joy cla huhu.

ang damin kong memories nung hi-skul. nakakuha kong 75 sa math (mahina naman talaga ko sa math kaya nag mass comm. ako) then my computer teacher got angry to me kasi feeling nya minamaliit ko xa. So many memories talaga na nakatago sa puso ko na hindi ko kayang i define dito sa blog ko. "maalaala mo kaya" ang dating huh!

Kaya yung mga h.s. friends ko out there! gimmick naman tayo one time1 promise talaga sasama ako, you know, sabi nyo nga nabili ko na ang salitang "hectic" hehe.

Its been long since i posted my last blog here. well, wala naman kasing ipopost because my life nowadays is so monotonous…. walang bago. Gising, eat breakfast, go to the market, eat lunch, wash dishes, siesta, then have an after six dinner… this is my routine everyday.. sigh..sabi nga nila KAKATAMAD! kahit nga pagtetext kinatatamaran ko! waaaaaaaaahhhhh tumataba na ko! im starting to gain weight again (pau: gagu eh mataba ka namn talaga!) i gained 10 lbs. grabe mukha nanaman akong siopao..

being busy is what i really miss. the feeling that you’re under pressure.. you know!

I thought i’ll be having my piano lessons this vacation, hindi pa din pala.. maybe ms. ledda is busy for other "rakets".. yesterday was my first brace adjustment, i can see changes now! and oh masakit ulit xa. i chose the red o-ring color. the previous color was blue. next time i’ll choose the gold one hehe

ay oo nga pala, i’ve been quite busy in building the NEU GC’s website. yep yep, im the hidden force behind that site hehe.. hindi na hidden..lol..if you guys didn’t have a chance to see it, eto tignan nyo nah www.freewebs.com/neugleeclub. Don’t forget to sign in the guestbook ha. (ano ba yan ako na lang lagi nagaad vertise ng site namin!)

eneweis, malapit na naman ang pasukan and im gettin excited. i really miss the university, but not the university itself, kaya ko miss ang school kasi andun ang GC. o db! i miss singing with the group kaya e2 nagtitiyaga sa pakikinig ng mga choir sa net. hehe..Isang taon na lang graduate na ko yipee!

We will celebrate my mom’s bday on the 26th nga pala. wala pa kaming plans, pero probably we’ll eat outside na lang… sa garden hehe.

you know what, i don’t know but i have this feeling now na parang im craving (not for food) to learn new things. ewan ko parang gusto kong matutunan lahat ng bagay. Para bang tanga? cguro naman hindi…hayy o cguro wala lang akong magawa…